Dang Qiu Tian Yu Shang Qiu Tian 當秋天遇上秋天 - Lara 梁心颐

一樣趴在床頭寫日記
一樣準時餵飽你的魚
一樣很想你 真的很想你
每一天收到你的信才有好心情

習慣了一個人回家
一個人shopping
一個人看電影
從二月的花開到秋天看海
一路上你不在

親愛的我沒有責怪
只是不明白
你是如何相信未來
若我對你不再有依賴
我的自在 你還愛不愛

一樣忙到忘了星期幾
一樣搭最晚的MRT
一樣很想你 真的很想你
但最近總沒有時間回復你的信

你也是一個人睡嗎
一個人旅行
一個人看星星
今年的聖誕夜到了情人節
是誰在你身邊

親愛的我沒有責怪
只是不明白
愛該不該互相等待
若你對我不再有依賴
你的自在 我還愛不愛

親愛的今年的秋天
分外的收斂
沒有紛飛的落葉
如同我們分開
回憶停擺 感情少了精彩

親愛的我沒有責怪
只是漸漸明白
戀愛無法只有等待
當秋天又遇上了秋天
隨這楓葉我也會放開
當秋天遇上秋天
當秋天遇上秋天
你不在身邊

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Like clockwork,
I still lie in bed writing in my journal
I still feed your fish on schedule
I still miss you, I miss you very much
Every day, my mood only becomes better after getting your letter

I'm used to,
going home by myself,
going shopping all alone,
watching movies by myself
From the blossoming month of February to the autumn days of looking into the ocean,
this whole time,
you're not here with me

Dear one, I'm not blaming you
I just don't understand,
how you believe in the future,
what if I no longer need to count on you?
Will you still love me, despite my independence?

Like clockwork,
I'm still hectic, so much so that I forget what day it is
I still go home on the latest MRT
I still think of you, I miss you a lot
But, I haven't had the time to reply your letter lately

Do you sleep alone as well?
Do you travel by yourself?
Watch the stars alone?
This year, between Christmas and Valentine's,
who are you spending it with (literally: who is there by your side)?

My darling, I'm not blaming you
I just don't understand
Does love require us to wait for each other?
What if you no longer need to count on me?
Will I still love you, despite your independence?

Dear one, the autumn this year,
it feels different
there are no leaves scattered about
it feels just like our separation
Memories put on hold, while our relationship lost its luster

Darling, I'm not blaming you
I'm slowly starting to understand
Relationships can't survive on just waiting (for each other)
When autumn meets autumn again,
following the maple leaves' path, I will also let go
When autumn meets autumn,
when autumn meets autumn,
you're not by my side